caution: post ini tiada hala tuju hidup

hm hm.. sbnrnya aku xtau la nak post ape..... tetibe je jari aku rasa nak menaip laju2. so, aku rs, aku nak confess.... (eh bkn psl diri aku)

sebenarnya kan.....

dan sebenarnya (lagu Yuna pulak)
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aku sgt lah x sedia nak grad dari utp (bajet aku convo minggu ni je). aku sgtlah x sedia dr segi mental, fizikal, rohani nak berambus dari utp. okay, mmg la aku da malas stadi (nampak sgt). tp aku lagi malas nak pikir pasal keje. pasal bos yang garang. pasal kakak cleaner opis yg suke gosip2 (eh sndri suka begosip, karma karma) and pasal xreti wat keje, pastu drg kutuk2 :

'nama je graduan UTP. wat keje cam sampah'

scary.takut. semalas-malas aku membukak buku dan mata utk dgr lecture kat pocket C, aku lagi malas nak bangun pagi, berutinkan office hour 8-5pm, pastuh keje 5 or maybe 6 days/week.

lagi satu, sbnrnya kan..... aku x rase aku leh survive hidup office lama2.. ckup la time intern aku rase mcm budak praSekolah masuk kelas tingkatan 5. huuu hidup aku x fit ngn org2 matured and bekerja keras.. aku masi mahu besuka ria dengan girang, mengadap dc++, bergtalk menjoyah, merempat bilik orang, menskodeng orang lalu bawah sambil minum Coke, bekaroke, beshoping, bergosip ramai2 sambil makan Ruski.

sbb kan.. kalo da keje opis, imagine kalo sorang2 je duk opis. gloomy. yg lain x masuk sgt (dh la aku ni pndiam n susa nak bemesra)... -___-"
pegi opis pagi, balik ptg, pastu tdr.. the same habit la for the next 10 years. mak aih.. habis la zaman muda remaje aku..

dan ade jg possibility, spt... if dpt keje tmpt sama ngn buggss yg lain, okay laa... alive la sket hidup yg suram. kalo sume keje lain2 tmpt, susah da nak jmpe.. nnt tibe2 :

'eh Wana da beranak 4?? last yer baru 2'

atau pun

'ha? anak eve satu skola ngn anak toy?'

maaf kawan2.. pinjam watak.

Jadi, agak2nya.... ape kah yg akan terjadi?

Fantasies

Okay girls....... I have a confession to make...........
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I have..... erm.. erm 3 imaginary boyfies named zues, bueano n makoto kyougoku
and the major problem is none of them actually real (yeah, hello.. imaginary as in i in calculus)
and the final question is r u sure that i'm not mental or sicko or something?
or u guys know that im a bit of a wacko but still love me anyway?
hurmm~

Cookies oh cookies

A conversation between two people (lebih kurang la mcm d bawah ni…)

Latipah : wei maimunah, (bukan nama sebenar).. aku nak post something kat blog ni. Ko tolong. Kang aku emel
Munah : haa..bole2..send je la...

(beberapa minit kendian)

Latipah : dah..g post ek. Nak miting dlu.
Munah : okeh2.. aku nak g b**** dlu.

(kemudian)
Latipah : dah ke?
Munah : dah2..g la cek..
Latipah : eh, pehal x abis…. ?
Munah : oh, ko send 2 pages ke ? aku ingt satu je.. hahaha
Latipah : (tahan2..) ish ngko ni.. aku edit sat..haish.. pehal pulak cookie2 ni?

Munah : kuih ape?

(tanpa menyedari soalan munah, Latipah meneruskan bebelannya)

Latipah : eh aku xleh login.invitation blog x valid da. Invite aku balik..
Munah : tanak...
Latipah : ishh.. aku ngah semangat membara nak ngepost ni.. cepat2~
Munah : ha.. dah2..accept cepat.
Latipah : HAHAHAHAHAHA (tetibe gelak sbb baru baca pasal kuih2 tu) ko seyes ke tny pasal cookie, ke men2 je ?
Munah : hahahahha..cookie tu ape ? aku ingt kueh cam gambar gtalk aku nih..
Latipah : hahahahaha

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jangan bersendirian di lif

this entry came from jojo and as she has problem to sign in, i would do the honour to publish it on her behalf.

I wrote this on the basis of a sad-story happened this morning..
Arakian tersebutlah kisah satu Jumaat yang sejuk. Jam handphone menunjukkan 0845 am. Masih awal. So, my friend and I decided to have breakfast downstairs, but I asked her to wait since I couldn’t print out my work. But then, I asked her to go on first with our other friend instead and told her to wait at the food court. Then then then, finally, after a hard work waiting for the documents to come out from the printer, I was already on my out from the office to the elevator. The door opened, and there was a man inside. I didn’t know him and I didn’t have the reason to :). He looked and smiled at me, I smiled back at him. And he said;

Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Oh.. you kerja atas kan. Selalu Nampak you dlm lif.
Miss I-don’t-want-to-know-him : Ya. Kamu kerja d bawah ni? (This is a mistake! I shouldnt be so friendly at first!)
Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Iya. Lapar pagi-pagi ni.Mo pegi makan. You pg makan mana ?
Miss I-don’t-want-to-know-him : Fudkot la. Tu sja yg bukak.
Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Oh sama la. Mari la makan sekali. Ok ?
Miss I-don’t-want-to-know-him : (Long pause.Quick thinking. Be reasonable. Do not embarrassed him. Fair judgement)
Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Ada kawan tunggu di bawah?
Miss I-don’t-want-to-know-him : (Damn, come on! Say something nice) ada..2 orang.kalo mahu, joinla sekali (another mistake!).
Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Ala..perempuan?
Miss I-don’t-want-to-know-him : Iya. Kawan sekerja..
Mr I-don’t-know-his-name : Oh.. hm.. bole lah.. (I didn’t expect this!)

And… I felt like, I wanted to pretend that I have urgent meeting, whatever that can save me! But, by the time I wanted to say it, I reached at the food court already. Damn. I walked in my fastest pace to my friends, informing them I have met a new so-called-friend, so I warned them that, I accidentally brought him along. They laughed.. Well, gratefully that guy wasn’t there. He was waiting for his drink. Since my friends bring their friends and the table was small, I decided to sit next to their table. ISH! I hate this situation, and I was badly hurt by my stupidity. I can hear them talking, asking who is the guy with me, which I felt like laughing. Oh, did I mention, he looked like he is in his 30-40-50 years old? HAHAHAHA! Ok… not 50. maybe, 30-35… Who knows, maybe he is 55years old, but looked younger. (ngahaha..)

And, the suffer-period came to its end. What did you expect from me, a silent, shy girl to have a conversation with someone I can regard as uncle or bro? Talked about politics? Work? Hobby? The history of Malaysia? You have no idea, how clueless I was, my mind was running at speed of 180km/h, trying to find a topic that I can further elaborate, instead listening to him talking about THE HISTORY OF HIS FAMILY LIVING IN TWO DIFFERENT COUNTRIES.

And I lost. I was listening very good, laughing at his joke like ha-ha, and, oh-ya? And other dishonest-responses. And when my friends were going back to the office, I just smiled. You know the kind of tortured smile. And they went laughing. Kejam. When I realized he couldn’t stop talking, I used the remaining strength, I said ‘ Ok, naik ofis la dulu.’ And smiled! People, don’t forget to smile, even if you are going to embarrassed him. You see, I was trying to be nice. When he asked my name, I was thinking like, what is my name? And, I said my name (minus the last four letters). HEHEHE…

He was going to buy newspaper, and I ran to the elevator. I didn’t want to be in the same confined-space with him! In the elevator, I was laughing to the thought that :

What if I told him that my name was : (see the list below)
a) Nur Hazwana
b) Noor Atilia
c) Eva Sarah
d) Farhanah
e) Lydiawati
f) Thayyibah

Or, I can fake my name, ‘my name is Timah/Kiah/Tipah’
If I have said that, I don’t want to see his face or his reaction. I will run and laugh.

Help Needed~~!!

I just dunno why lately i'm feeling rebellious...
I just couldn't help getting annoyed with people...
I get hurt easily...
I tend to keep quiet...
I dare to tell people if i'm not satisfied with them...meaning to say,i do stand up for myself
I can be mean at times
......and many more changes in my personality

Is it because im under depression...being far away from home
Is it because i'm getting bored with the environment and i need a break
Is it because i'm insane
Is it because i'm having PMS
or is it because I'm missing you guys badly T_T

OMG~ please please this feeling go away...i couldn't stay to be in this state any longer...

jamban2!

i remembered ati's first joke. we were sitting in the main hall, filling up some forms when suddenly ati said that she needed to go to the toilet. i laughed at her and she said,

"wana, taik ak da kt ujung tanduk da nh."

i laughed non stop. if you guys know who is ati, surely you can imagine how her face was while saying those words.

one missed call

smlm sy kol eva byk kali pki tepon umah sy.tp dia xangkat.tp xpe.mungkin dia bz.lalu sy pn duduk la kjap nk tgk tv.tbe2 ad org kol umah sy tp dua kali jeh tepon tu ringing.sy pn kol la eva blk kn.

wana : eva,ko miskol umah ak ke td?
eva : hahaha.aah.

sy kagum dgn eva.xtau plak kite blh miskol tepon umah ek kwn2.rumet sape nh?